So, i learned about surrendering, again! That's the stuff that brings me peace. whew. i was scheduled for nashville this week and lost my voice. yikes. I began to freak out. my kitchen was a laboratory of scary remedies of herbs and teas and veggies. So, once we re-scheduled for the week of the 25th i got the surrendering thing again. I was obviously trying to control something that was out of my control. i was demanding my body would heal in 5 minutes. no peace was found. anyway, i realize how something greater than i is guiding me and it's alllllll good! i am letting it happen. my voice is back and i've resumed the jumping up and down urges about getting to go sing this music out in nashville. do you guys ever feel that way? like you think your way is the only way? and by doing that you get all upset and clingy? not fun.
i look at it now as very adventurous. i never would have imagined i'd lose my voice and get sick and how it would work out for all of us. adventure, plain and simple. and i like adventures. so! here i am- getting to super prepare for my trip and be healthy and free and not be scared or putting pressure on my body. now it's me choosing to have a blast! man, the big picture is- this is fun! i get to sing and play this music that i love! i am grateful and happy to be here. i want to thank you, too, for being with me. i am wrapping big hugs around you now. love, gina
i look at it now as very adventurous. i never would have imagined i'd lose my voice and get sick and how it would work out for all of us. adventure, plain and simple. and i like adventures. so! here i am- getting to super prepare for my trip and be healthy and free and not be scared or putting pressure on my body. now it's me choosing to have a blast! man, the big picture is- this is fun! i get to sing and play this music that i love! i am grateful and happy to be here. i want to thank you, too, for being with me. i am wrapping big hugs around you now. love, gina

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